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Better than fine sounds pretty great. Was any of my advice helpful?

Is he coming back? Well, I guess he must be, or you'd be pissed off.

it pains me to say it but yes.
your advice was helpful.
so thanks.
yes he's not leaving.
he really is dense though.
dimitri had to practically beat the point into him.

Uh huh.

So, who's the smartest person you knooow?

[One can practically hear the singsong, leading tone of his voice through text.]

[Felix rolls his eyes, but his lips quirk into an amused smirk.]

sylvain.
but I suppose you've earned some credit.
you're the third smartest person I know.

[He deliberately doesn't elaborate on who the second is--he figures Claude's nosiness won't let him not ask.]

First of all, you just admitted I was right about everything and that Sylvain managed to be the dumbest he could be, so in conclusion: you're shamelessly biased against me and also perhaps facts themselves. Maybe you and Dimitri should start a reality-denial club.

Second, go on and tell me who you consider the second smartest. I know you're waiting for me to ask.

don't compare me to dimitri.
I'm not biased against you.
I'm biased in favor of sylvain.
there's a difference.
the second smartest is annette.

Hmm...you know what? For Annette, I'll allow it. I mean, I've tried to write songs as good as hers and they just didn't have that spark, so how can I claim to have passed her?

I'm still way smarter than Sylvain, though. But I guess there's no arguing with a fool in love...so I'll let your bias slide.

YOU'VE heard annette sing?
obviously you can't write songs like hers.
hers are perfect.
the food song is the best one.
since you acknowledge her superiority
I'll overlook the ridiculous thing you just wrote.

Oh, yeah, she's incredible! Honestly, I got her creepity-creep song stuck in my head for weeks. No need for me to be surprised you've heard her, I guess, since she was in your house.

I really don't know if I could pick a favorite song of hers...it's like choosing your favorite child. They're all perfect in their own ways, you know?

Also, harsh! I mean, I know I'm nowhere near her level and I already admitted it, but at least I know what my songs were like! Well, song. I only ever really got as far as finishing one. The others were all still on the drawing board, as it were. Or in the garbage bin.

she didn't let most of the house hear her either.
the first time I found her singing she called me evil and ran away.
I still don't get it.
creepity-creep is good but situational.
the food song is universally applicable.
why were you trying to write a song?
what kind of song is it?

Well, I...may have overthought the creepity-creep song. By a lot! I came up with this big theory about what it meant, but when I asked her about it, it turned out I was totally off...well, anyway, all that depth of meaning I saw in her lyrics made me want to try my hand at it, too.

I'm glad we can finally agree that you overthink everything.
I want to hear the song.
when we get back from shopping, sing it for me.

I said I overthought ONE thing, jeez. Some things I give the exact right amount of thought!

That said, are you sure? I mean, I'm no Annette. It'll be a total disappointment compared to her stuff.

I don't see how you have enough hours in the day to think about everything so much.
do you ever sleep?
of course I'm sure.
I wouldn't have asked if I didn't want to hear it.
I know it'll be far below annette standards.
sing it for me anyway.

Probably not enough, although a damn sight more than Dimitri does, I'm sure. I tend to get caught up reading things...

All right, then. You'll be the second person to hear it next to Annette herself. Feel honored!

Unfortunately, I don't think I could replicate the dance she came up with for it. It wouldn't have the same effect without it being her anyway.

Man, I miss her, talking about her now. I didn't even get to see her at Derdriu. Granted, it was all pretty hectic, and I didn't stick around for long, but...it just makes me realize I haven't actually talked to her since back at the academy.

sleeping more than dimitri does is not an accomplishment.
we'll see how honored I am after I hear it.
I miss her too.
I guess we have no idea how long we'll be here.
it might be months or years.
or forever.
you call me sunshine but she's the real sunshine.
wait why didn't you stay long after the battle?
wasn't it a victory?
in your own city?

I suppose, if we spent the rest of our lives here...then after we died here, we'd wake up back in our own time. We do still have our lives to live there, sooner or later, so I don't think we'll never go back. And even if thousands of years passed here, after we died we'd stop noticing any passage of time, so it'd be right after our deaths from our perspective.

You know...in a way, I think our being from different points in time guarantees we're all going to eventually return. After all, you have to have returned to our world at some point, so you could move on with your life and become the Felix I meet at Dimitri's side in Derdriu. Right? So in a way, that's this world's promise to us we'll return - the fact that we know your lives all continue back home from after when you came here.

You act like only one person on earth can brighten people's day.

Also, I had other matters to attend to.

I guess that
sounds right?
I don't know.
do you think anyone else will show up here?
what are you talking about
I don't brighten anything.
what matters are more important than the city you just risked your life and everyone else's to save?
that would be like
oh.
like dimitri liberating fhirdiad and then leaving immediately to save you.
except it sounds like you left alone.

No idea if it's right, but it seems to follow a consistent logic at least. Granted, not much here does, so who knows what those kind of inferences are worth...but there's no point in stressing ourselves out over potential negative outcomes, any more than there is in blindly trusting in positive hypotheses.

I don't know, but maybe. Who knows when, though. Let's all just cross our fingers that Hubert and Edelgard don't put in an appearance, shall we? Entirely aside from their murder attempts, I don't want to think of what it'd do to Dimitri mentally.

Don't you? I'm happier when I talk to you than when I don't. That's enough.

Also, that's starting to get into territory of future events I'm not really on board with sharing just yet. Not when I don't know what it could lead to. Let's just say it was sufficiently pressing business, okay? And I didn't do it irresponsibly, so you've got nothing to be mad at me for over it.

I'm not stressed.
I just don't like getting forcibly kidnapped to an unfamiliar world indefinitely.
or at all.
if edelgard comes here, dimitri won't rest until he kills her.
and it's a lot more possible here than with the entire imperial army and an impenetrable fortress between us and her.
I'll kill her myself so he doesn't have to.

[A pause, and then another message:]

you're flattering me again. stop it.
and you have no idea what I might be mad at you for.
unless you talked to me at derdriu and I wasn't mad.
this gives me a headache.

I just hope it doesn't come up at all. I think we could all use a break from Edelgard, frankly.

It's still so depressing how wrong everything went. I don't think she's necessarily a bad person, or that she doesn't want what's best for Fodlan in her own way...I just can't agree with her methods at all. Even as pragmatic and underhanded as I am...she's prepared to sacrifice so much for what I assume she thinks is the greater good that I feel like the cure's worse than the disease. I wish I knew why she's so convinced that there's no better way...or that she was less stubborn. If she was willing to listen to anybody else, maybe it wouldn't have had to come to all this.

That said...if she did show up here, and someone needed to kill her to keep Dimitri from self-destructing, it should probably be me. Dimitri might never forgive the person who robbed him of that, and he'd need his best friends in the aftermath. So it definitely shouldn't be you or Sylvain.

As for flattering you, I was just being honest. You like talking to me, don't you? I assume you wouldn't bother if you didn't. So why's it so strange that it's mutual?

You were there at Derdriu, but to be honest, we didn't exactly talk. It was mostly a little reunion with me, Dimitri, and Teach; I really didn't get to chat with anyone else. But it's not like we would've had a whole lot to talk about anyway, since we were practically strangers back home.

I never really knew edelgard.
she says she wants to destroy the church and the nobility.
I don't think that's necessarily wrong.
but she was there at remire and did nothing to stop it.
she commands the death knight.
as far as I'm concerned she's unforgivable.
your logic makes sense but the way he is now he'd probably kill you.
but dwelling on it is pointless.
talking to you isn't so bad.
I guess.

[A pause, and then another message:]

I don't know what to give dimitri for this holiday.
and sylvain is no help.

Edited 2020-12-17 01:30 (UTC)

I never said I'd forgive her. She's got a lot to answer for, and the fact that I feel like the things she's done are unconscionable means that I want her to have to answer for those things. But it's sad to think of an old friend having to die, when I really believe that in her own way she means as well as any of us. But...yeah, I knew her better than you, so that might be why it's more upsetting.

I just wish there was a way to resolve things without more bloodshed. There's been enough.

Happy to change the subject, though, to be honest. For Dimitri...well, what kind of gift do you want to get him? Personal, practical, multiple gifts?

I agree.
too many people fight for the wrong reasons.
for dimitri I don't know.
usually I give him weapons or training gear.
he likes practical things.
and I don't like giving useless things.
but I want to make it personal too.
for him the last time he saw me things were
he thought I hated him.
I thought I hated him too.
so I don't want him to think that now.

Well, if you want practical, you can't go wrong with things for fussing over his pokémon. They mean a lot to him, and honestly they're the only way of fighting around here, too, so that's almost the same as training gear.

For personal...I'd give him something related to a shield. You've actually called yourself his shield to me, so...an acknowledgment of that, of your being that for him and being willing to be that for him, would mean a lot. You could go with something that has a shield on it, like an article of clothing or an accessory, or something that just straight up is a shield like a necklace or pin or the like. But it should be something he could wear or carry that'd make him think of you whenever he sees the shield.

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