I think you're just making a mountain out of a molehill. Everybody has massive decisions to make. And hell, maybe it's worse just being in charge of a battalion. Think about it -- our decisions are going to weigh on you in the end. If we make a bad call, it goes back to Dimitri, who made a bad call as well by putting me in that role.
I think it's apples to oranges in the end, but there are some similarities. And there is a lot of weight that comes with any position like that.
Mostly, huh? That's not too bad, but it still seems pretty far from ideal.
Anyway, don't think I haven't noticed you've switched to writing all formally. I don't know if that's from the gravity of the subject or if it's a sign of your mental state, but either way, I feel like maybe I'm doing something wrong if you're not able to relax like you normally do.
So, want to talk about something less unpleasant? I shouldn't be brooding over this stuff anyway, much less burdening other people with it.
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Date: 2021-01-13 01:56 am (UTC)I think it's apples to oranges in the end, but there are some similarities. And there is a lot of weight that comes with any position like that.
But I'm not offended. Mostly.
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Date: 2021-01-14 03:00 am (UTC)Anyway, don't think I haven't noticed you've switched to writing all formally. I don't know if that's from the gravity of the subject or if it's a sign of your mental state, but either way, I feel like maybe I'm doing something wrong if you're not able to relax like you normally do.
So, want to talk about something less unpleasant? I shouldn't be brooding over this stuff anyway, much less burdening other people with it.