Felix stares at him, his unease growing with each word. It's no longer because he's confused--it's because this is all too familiar. He comes closer and reaches for both of Claude's hands; he'll take them if he's allowed, and if further allowed, he'll sit down with Claude on the bed.
"First of all, you didn't miss anything that I didn't. Sylvain didn't tell me and I didn't notice, either. The only reason I knew at all was because of those stupid messenger Pokemon the other day. And then like an idiot I ran off on my own for a whole day before I could talk to Sylvain about it. He always thinks he should put up with being miserable to please other people. But then he resents himself for putting up with it." Felix looks down. "He thought I wouldn't respect him if he stopped fighting. That's what the card said. And he thought Dimitri would be disappointed in him if he stopped traveling."
"Anyway, nothing's wrong with you. What you're talking about...it sounds a lot like how I felt when I thought we'd lost Dimitri. And when Glenn and my father died. And this morning, and every time Sylvain does something reckless on the battlefield. I hate it, too, but it happens anyway."
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Date: 2021-02-21 08:43 am (UTC)"First of all, you didn't miss anything that I didn't. Sylvain didn't tell me and I didn't notice, either. The only reason I knew at all was because of those stupid messenger Pokemon the other day. And then like an idiot I ran off on my own for a whole day before I could talk to Sylvain about it. He always thinks he should put up with being miserable to please other people. But then he resents himself for putting up with it." Felix looks down. "He thought I wouldn't respect him if he stopped fighting. That's what the card said. And he thought Dimitri would be disappointed in him if he stopped traveling."
"Anyway, nothing's wrong with you. What you're talking about...it sounds a lot like how I felt when I thought we'd lost Dimitri. And when Glenn and my father died. And this morning, and every time Sylvain does something reckless on the battlefield. I hate it, too, but it happens anyway."