why would I look for excuses to never mind. you can't say everyone gets nervous and then say I'm being weird. I know just saying things doesn't work. I'm not you. I don't know how to say things in the first place. I thought I could show him with this but if he won't let me then idk how else to do it. maybe the decade of not standing too close to him is getting to me too. I don't know how to do any of that and you know it. I have been patient. I lost the last of my patience just now. anyway I have to go. we're back at the house.
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Date: 2021-02-13 08:16 pm (UTC)never mind.
you can't say everyone gets nervous and then say I'm being weird.
I know just saying things doesn't work.
I'm not you.
I don't know how to say things in the first place.
I thought I could show him with
this
but if he won't let me then idk how else to do it.
maybe the decade of not standing too close to him is getting to me too.
I don't know how to do any of that and you know it.
I have been patient.
I lost the last of my patience just now.
anyway I have to go.
we're back at the house.